crying out

oh god, show me

show me who i am, show me

what i've done. 

i cry out to you, in pain and

anguish of the soul, not knowing

who to go to, where to find rest

is this false hope, or real? please

clear it away, i need you 

now more than ever

i am naked and alone, 

fallen at your feet with none beside

against you, and you only, have i sinned

and peace comes when i break through

but break through what? and when? 

you decide. not me. so

i'm sorry for this, i'm sorry for 

holding myself together, 

not being held by You.

so continue, father,

grant peace, serenity

i want to be immersed in you, 

i've tried every other way, and

it hurts. 

thank you for answering, 

thank you for showing me who You are

and what i've done, to cloud it

please, keep me always here

i want to be here,

i want to be here.

lord, reign.