outward

there is a fourth dimension, another frame of mind beyond our own. there is up and down, toward space and toward the earth.... it's the world beyond our own, universe beyond the one that we comprehend.
it's the one outside the confines of time and space and matter, it's the world beyond the confines of gravity and society and beyond our finality and ideas about the end of time. death is not the end, it's merely the releasal into the next world, the world outward.

take a rocket ship outside our galaxy, outside our universe. watch the world fade away until it's just a speck on the radar, barely even rememberable. it's what this entire life is preparation for-- to learn how to be a being of greatness.

we don't need to do anything special to deserve this new knowledge, that's where i was wrong before.
we can be prophets of this new age, if we would so wish. but it's not necessary

the end will come when it comes, and we can speed it up or slow it down by our actions, or merely relegate ourselves to the sidelines and live our life the best we can and in a way which we appreciate.

beauty is all around us, telling us that this shithole called life is not so shitty after all, that there is always a hope after all. maybe not here but somewhere, and if we are listening we can most definitely hear it.

when i listen i can hear it, it tells me its name and shows me its wonders... it gives me hope for tomorrow and enables me to become someone great and honorable here on this earth.
maybe for today, maybe for tomorrow, but always for somewhere sometime

i love my God and i love what he teaches me, we need not be afraid of tomorrow or even of today, He is always here showing us and teaching us, He is omnipresent omnipotent and omniscient, always loving and caring for us and giving us blessings we do not deserve or appreciate. such a good God He is.

I will always remember His name, and call out to Him when I am afraid and overwhelmed by the burdens of this life. He always hears our whispers and hears our thoughts and gives us good things whenever we call upon Him.

I'm sorry for forcing my will, forcing my thoughts, trying to escape this life, create a better one for myself on my own. I will honor Him with my thoughts and deeds and heart, loving the here and now and enjoying every moment of this existence until He finally allows me to be finished.

thank you, God, for your many gifts, to me and others, always.

love for life, love for THIS, and love for that, when it comes, and I will finally be finished.