waiting warmly

god, move,
i eagerly await your hand,
i eagerly await your hand

please stop me from falling, please
stop me from failing, you know
how close i am, you
know how close i am

and now they have their mouths open again, god,
waiting for me to vomit up more of myself to put in their
ever-hungry mouths. that's why i need you now, god,
i need you now. i can't do this without you, god, i
can't do this without you. simply
speak the word, and all this will disappear. speak,
for i am here,
waiting