new for 2009

trying to shape up.
manning up
finding out what it means to truly sacrifice
thinking of the future instead of now

I don't need anything but to be self-sufficient. I don't need any artist bullshit, no mystical hokey stuff, i don't even need anybody to pat me on the back and tell me how fantastic i am.

I just want the chance to work, work my way out of this. I want a second chance. I know I don't deserve it, I deserve to start at the bottom again. So anything I get I will appreciate as a direct blessing from God.

I want to do this.
I'm tired of not growing up. I'm done thinking of today instead of tomorrow. I want to work this out.
I'm doing it. Starting now.